Superman + Michael Jackson

2010-08-31T13:57:00.002+08:00

To my one and only Shazwani Saini ,

I lie on the ground ,
and stare into space ,
the stars start to move ,
...into the shape of your face .

I see you there now ,
looking down at me ,
with that cute little smile ,
that I like to see .

I say "close your eyes" , "tell me what you see" ,
You see only two people ,
just you and me .

We're walking the shoreline ,
with our feet getting wet ,
the horizon turns pink ,
as the sun starts to set .

We talked sweet nothings through the night ,
on that white sandy shore ,
then I hold you while thinking ,
I could want nothing more .

Oh I wish I could be ,
in that one special place ,
as I lie on the ground ,
and I stare into your face...

Happy third month sayang !!! I Love ♥ u !!!!!!!

Alalalalalala , so sweet :')
I love my boyf so much . Thankyou .

2010-08-20T16:03:00.003+08:00

That's my heart he's holding ~
<3

2010-08-13T08:22:00.004+08:00

Selamat berpuasa ? :/

16 more days to 3rd month .

27 more days to Hari Raya .

33 more days to end of art coursework .

73 more days to O Level .

Time pass by so fast . Getting worried now :/

Only started to memorize Geography .

I'm proud of myself for going to TWL's night study .

Yay for me (Y) I memorized quite alot yknow .

*clapclap*

Breaking fast with Yus , Indah , Nish , Hira , Jen , Ali , Eugene was awez <3

But felt like vomiting when Indah did some things .

As usual , she's gross :/ Plus , she ate like as it she never ate in her life before .

She was th first to finish , as usual .

Dear fetched me from school at 9pm . Awwww .

Send me back home somemore . Now , where can you get this type of bf ? :)

Haha . Yus & Nish are probably sick of us right now .

Especially with my , "Eh ! I can finally hug him !" xD

They're just jealous :D

So far , my life's ok . As for studies ... getting worried .

So far , passed my History , Biology , Art , Social Studies and Science practical .

Maths & Chemistry ? As usual la . They ain't my potential best friends .

Just now went to see th torch relay thingy outside school .

Macam jakun sak semua orng . Everyone quickly went outside .

Got ready our cameras & when Ziki finally came running by with th torch ,

I was like , "-.-" all th way . Cheh , ingat aper . Stakat torch kecil je .

Ingat torch besar -.- But cool luh . Th flame never go off .

Ziki must be proud to hole th torch (Y)

Anyway , I don't get it why some people stoop so low .

Like they have no life . I mean , come on la . You want to settle right ?

Come la . I'm not scared . I'm waiting for you , in fact .

It's either you come or you sit down at home duduk diam2 eh 'cos you're a penakut .

Gy taubat sudah . Gy masjid berdoa bynk2 luh .

Puase dh start . Jgn nk maki aku plak . Berdosa ~

Ok , I'm done . Off to go to th clinic .

I didn't go school today . Tired + having stomach ache .

Will be going to school by 2pm .

Having O Level English oral examination :/

Wish me luck C:

2010-08-10T18:08:00.002+08:00

I love you . The end .

Hope this 1 month goes off pretty quickly .

So that I can embrace you in my arms .

Ok ew , mushy .

2010-08-09T10:19:00.004+08:00

I'm freaking pissed off ,

Why are some people so stupid and have no life ?

You know who you are la . Don't need to say your name .

Wait , I don't even know your name -.-

I feel so sad for them . They have NO LIFE .

Until to th extent that they want to find fault with me .

I didn't even do anything to them , and suddenly ,

they're angry at me . Seriously mepek sak -.-

Abng , Bing & dear came down to accompany me .

We waited like for so fcking long ,

Texted them , they scold me .

" Ingat aper ? Members2 ku nk cari kau kene ilang kau eh ?

Hello , excuse me . Fuck off man .

There's something wrong with them .

They have th fcking balls to text me back .

But no balls to pick up my call .

Kentalan nk mampos betul . GY ANGKAT CALL UH .

Say they very big and I'll kene if I insult them .

Come uh . Where're you ? I'M WAITING ~

We just bloody wasted our time to wait for those bastards .

Seriously wasted our precious time .

Boleh balik rumah gy tido seh . WTF la . Pissed now .

Cakap nk turun . GY TURUN SKRNG UH . Penakut .

I'm going to listen to abg and not contact them anymore .

Wait , in th first place , I'm not even talking to them .

So much for thinking that they're friends . Tsk .

YOU . HAVE . SERIOUSLY . DOWNGRADE . YOUR . GANG'S . NAME .

You guys suck , no offence . You guys are losers , no offence .

GET A LIFE LA SIAL .

& to this guy out there .

I'm sorry to say this . But pls don't contact me anymore .

Abg's scolding me already . You'll die , seriously , if you text me .

Sorry dude .

2010-08-09T10:19:00.002+08:00

I'm freaking pissed off ,

Why are some people so stupid and have no life ?

You know who you are la . Don't need to say your name .

Wait , I don't even know your name -.-

I feel so sad for them . They have NO LIFE .

Until to th extent that they want to find fault with me .

I didn't even do anything to them , and suddenly ,

they're angry at me . Seriously mepek sak -.-

Abng , Bing & dear came down to accompany me .

We waited like for so fcking long ,

Texted them , they scold me .

" Ingat aper ? Members2 ku nk cari kau kene ilang kau eh ?

Hello , excuse me . Fuck off man .

There's something wrong with them .

They have th fcking balls to text me back .

But no balls to pick up my call .

Kentalan nk mampos betul . GY ANGKAT CALL UH .

Say they very big and I'll kene if I insult them .

Come uh . Where're you ? I'M WAITING ~

We just bloody wasted our time to wait for those bastards .

Seriously wasted our precious time .

Boleh balik rumah gy tido seh . WTF la . Pissed now .

Cakap nk turun . GY TURUN SKRNG UH . Penakut .

I'm going to listen to abg and not contact them anymore .

Wait , in th first place , I'm not even talking to them .

So much for thinking that they're friends . Tsk .

YOU . HAVE . SERIOUSLY . DOWNGRADE . YOUR . GANG'S . NAME .

You guys suck , no offence . You guys are losers , no offence .

GET A LIFE LA SIAL .

2010-08-07T09:36:00.004+08:00

I love Nur Irfan Bin Abdul Gani .

I don't care if she doesn't show love to me .

At least I have him <3

2010-07-29T18:57:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd month dear ,

I love you a lot <3

Ok , sweet post coming up .

Many good things happen to me today :)

I passed my History preliminary exam :)

& you sat with me during class today :)

Aww .

Todays marks th 2nd month of our relationship .

On this very moment , I want to say that I really love you .

Not just this moment , but every moment :)

Even though I see you in school everyday , I still miss you .

And I know you do too , even more after you dreamed of me :P

Hehs .

Never did I thought I get together with you .

Never did I thought I'll get an awesome guy like you .

You make me happier each day with your sweet messages .

You make me think of you every minute . Yes , serious :)

I never feel this way before in my life . Trust me .

Even though I got loads of exs , they were all jerks .

You're way much better than them . Yes , you are .

I really really appreciate to have you .

Not only do my friends love you .

My sister and brother loves you too :)

I'll promise that I'll cherish you .

But if you leave me one day , leave me halfway ,

I think I'll cry bucketfuls of tears . Really .

I love you that much dear .

4 years of knowing each other .

4 years of being close friends .

I didn't know we would be like this now .

I really thank God to have you in my life .

You're really a nice and sweet guy .

Being with you makes me smile .

Even though we don't talk much ,

it's still a pleasure to see you .

We didn't have any fights yet .

But in future , if we do , don't get too mad at me yeah ?

Ok , words just can't describe how I feel about you .

I just love you . I won't say forever though :P

InsyaAllah we'll last long .

& make that dream of yours real .

We'll get engaged :p Haha .

Sayang you banyak banyak Nur Irfan Bin Abdul Gani .

Muah ! <3

2010-07-28T14:14:00.002+08:00

Live life to th fullest .

Don't let any setbacks pull you down .

My life would be great if it weren't for some jerks .

But hey , life would be boring if there weren't problems .

Imagine life being systematic . No problems , no evil .

Everyday would be plain old boring .

Some of you may think that life without evil is bliss .

Well , your life would be like a Barbie doll's life then .

You'll just keep smiling and plus , you won't learn from your mistakes .

Since in th first place , there wasn't anything to make a mistake .

I didn't cherish some people in th past .

Come to think of it , I really regretted it .

But again , they were jerks . So , I shouldn't feel guilty right ?

Listening to him insulting me breaks my heart .

Yes , I'm really angry at him and so are the other girls who got cheated by him .

I wonder why we're so dumb as to believe his sweet motherfucking words .

Just want to say good luck to that new girl of his .

Maybe he's change for th better ? Yea , riiiiiiiiiiigggggggght .

Now , I'm living life happily with him .

No , not that jerk . My boyfriend ^_^

I promised myself to cherish you & love you sincerely .

Yes , I love you sincerely & I know you do too .

I'm not suppose to compare you with others .

But hell yeah , you're way better than any other guy I've met .

Ok , save th sweet thoughts for tomorrow .

Our 2nd month :)

290510 (L)

2010-07-27T19:34:00.005+08:00

Finished my Prelims already (Y)

Ain't it awesome ? Well , no . It's close to about 90 days left to Os .

& there's still mock exams fyi . Gahh .

Don't want to think about it .

& come to think of it , I forgot to watch Eclipse with Hy :P

Haha , don't feel like watching it anymore . Outdated already .

So , prelims was bad , and not that bad .

Maths , well , obviously I'll flunk it .

How many times must I repeat this .

Me and Maths ain't potential best friends baby .

These few days , I've been pampering my dear B , Rubah .

Tsk tsk tsk . She's too pampered already :O

Till th extent that I have to fetch her from her house in Marsiling in th morning .

Yes , mrt-ed to Marsiling , mrt-ed to Cck and then bus-ed to school .

A tiring routine ? Hmm , let's just say I'm rly nice and loving towards her (Y)

Went to loads of places with her during this week and last week .

Marsiling , Causeway Point , North Point , Bukit Panjang , Bukit Gombak .

Next stop , BEDOK . LOL , macam paham je -.- Bedok is like so far .

Oh , Rubah is vegetarian for 1 month .

But I ate Bandito infront of her just now :P Hhaa .

Anyway , no words could describe how I feel towards her .

I just ... love her c: LOL . B , if you're reading this , smile kays .

& don't worry about that bitch . She's not worth to be pitied .

(Y)

Anyway , I'm happy . WITHOUT THAT FUCKING DANIAL :D

Budak sialan . Kene rembat ngan members masih nk belagak besar ?

Kimek . Thick skinned keperh ar budak ? Panggil aku slut ?

Cermin dirimu dulu la k . Tgk perangai kau mcm sial tu .

Aku tknk masuk campur ngan hal2 kau lagi k .

*peace*

Oh , before I let my anger engulf me , just want to say ...

2 MORE AWESOME DAYS TO MY AWESOME 2ND MONTH .

Nyehehehehehehehehehhe *inserts millions of smileys*

Happy uh tu Shaz ^_^v

Haha . Love him so much luh .

Maybe I shouldn't think too much . Shouldn't think negative stuffs .

She doesn't like him ... right ? Hope not . Then , there'll be complications :/

Ok , ciao people . I updated .

2010-07-15T15:05:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's the start of prelims . Gahh , need to switch on study mode . Wish me luck . I'm so not ready .

So far , my life still sucks . But at least I have him :)

- I currently hate this person . Black asshole . You know yourself dude .

- I'm going to fail my exams . Serious . I'm not ready .

- My sis is ruining my life .

- I love Oreo Blueberry Icecream flavor .

- I still love him (L) .

2010-07-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

If you're planning to leave , fix my heart .

So , at least I can live on painlessly .

It's been so long since I've posted , I think .

Been too busy with school & revision .

Haha , yes . I revised . Geog mainly .

Celebrating 1st month with him was awesome (Y) .

We were supposed to watch Knight & Day but something happened .

We went to th wrong room & watched Karate Kid 0.0

Haha , but Karate Kid was awesome too :D

Then we ate & again , he treated me .

I felt really guilty about him spending money on me .

Then , today was MT O Level oral exam .

I was like super nervous sia .

Rasa gementar sekali . Haha .

But it turns out to be quite good though (Y)

I talked a lot & nearly made th teacher laughed .

When I acted out th scene (oral) again to my sister ,

she laughed about th 'click click' & 'budayaaaa" part .

LOL . Pray for me that I'll score high marks ! :)

I finally topup-ed my pp8 . Nyehehehe .

10 days free incoming calls leh . Call me *winkwink*

Rubz said that this boyfriend of this girl's kept staring at me .

Tsk tsk tsk . Learn when to stare la . Your girl right infront of you .

LOL .

Then saw someone .

Him : *points to me* *talks to friend* Eh , tu my ex . Lawa kan ?

Me : *walks back home faster*

While walking back home , this malay guy was staring at me -.-

Bumped into my sis & found out that he's her friend .

Th 1st thing my sis said was , "Eh . how come you look pretty today ar ? Ish" .

& f her friend . His first impression of me is ...

"Typical malay girl . Minah " .

Wtf . Aku bukan minah la sial -.-

I'm such a goody goody nice girl right ? :D

Anyways , I love him very much fyi .

Don't flirt flirt with him la -.-

Grosssss .

2010-07-07T15:22:00.002+08:00

Everytime I see them ,

I'll think of why we can't be like them :(

1 month 8 days already .

So far so good .

And no , we're not fighting la people .

He's just ... shy ?

Idk , seriously .

Everyday play soccer .

Well , seriously .

GO MARRY THAT SOCCER BALL :D

Or better still , bring it everywhere you go .

Sometimes , I don't feel we're together -.-

Ish .

Accompanied dear Rubah back home .

Must have lost weight during th journey .

Awesome for her but not for me .

I want to gain weight . Serious , am not joking .

& Idk why people keep staring at me today -.-

& I think Rubz was irritated with me just now .

We acted like bimbos and talked like one .

She gave up halfway but I kept continuing .

Haha , must be rly irritating .

2010-06-27T15:51:00.002+08:00

2 more days baby ,

"There'll be no suspense since we're seeing each other every day" .

So , I've basically nothing to do except to countdown to 29th June .

Yea yea , I know . Need to concentrate on my studies .

But I'll sacrifice one day for that special occasion .

Hehs .

Sis & Bro are finally talking to me .

Like what I expected . They NEED my help .

Kakak needs my handphone to txt her bf .

Arif needs me to style his hair .

Durh , they NEED me .

-.-

Tomorrow's school & I'm panicking .

I haven't done any single shit hmw yet .

Gahh . I'm so going to die .

I wonder if anyone didn't do anything ... like me .

Haha .

2010-06-26T15:27:00.002+08:00

3 more days , baby .

& I'll be th happiest girl in th world .

These days , ain't happy for me .

Sad , lonely , cast aside , shunned , unwanted mostly .

This is th 3rd day I'm not talking to her .

I wonder why my life is just so unfair .

Yes , I do have my ups and downs in life .

Having him as my bf is so wonderful .

Having my family as my family ... I'm not sure now .

Everyone's not talking to me except for my Dad .

Kakak ... well , let's just say she's cunning .

She becomes nice to me only when she wants something .

I keep telling myself not to give in to her .

But I guess I'm too weak . I helped her & look what I've got in return .

Got scolded , chucked aside , unwanted .

Yea , great .

Now , I can't wait to go to school .

2 more days Shaz . You can do it .

Being at school will keep me occupied though .

Keep me from thinking about my problems at home .

What I want is just ...

her to treat me nicely .

Treat me th same as how she treat kakak & arif .

Is is so hard for her ? Just one mistake from me ,

& she goes all ballistic about it .

Until to th extent that she doesn't speak to me for 3 DAYS .

Bloody hell . I just can't understand her .

I don't care if she reads this .

I want her to read this . I hope she does .

I just want to be loved . Is it so hard ?

Yes , I'm greedy . Greedy for attention at home .

So what ?

2010-06-23T12:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANISSSHHH ! :D

Didn't took a pic with you yesterday . So sorry for ripping your pic .

So , finally went to Chun's house yesterday .

His house damn nice sia .

Oh and th wait to go to his house is ... unbearable .

Was supposed to be fetched by SOME PEOPLE .

But th SOME PEOPLE didn't realise that their hp were ringing .

Kimek (Dan's fav word . LOL .)

Waited like a total fool @ CCK mrt interchange .

I got lucky though . I thank God like a zillion times ?

Saw Lulu & Jacky walking , holding hands :)

I ran up to them , hugged Louise & smiled like a fool .

So , went to Chun's house with them .

Syg didn't come yet . So , I joined Dan they all on th couch .

Dan enthu rabak seh . Seeing him really happy makes people happy .

His laughter ... Contagious siol . Haha .

Guys playing FIFA XBox .

Dan : *scores a goal* WHOOOOHH . I SCORE . GOAL LEH GOAL LEH !

Hira comes in th living room . Ready to take picture .

Dan : EH TAKE MY PIC . TAKE MY PIC . I SCOREEEEE .

Hira : *laughs & walks back into th room*

Dan : EH WHY NEVER TAKE MY PIC ? I SCORE SIA . GOAL YKNOW !

Lol , epic . Those that didn't come & are invited , seriously missed out :P

Then syg finally came with MacD lunch for birthday boy .

He calls Dan ,"si gemuk" . Haha , so evil .

Ate lunch & Dan was seriously funny .

Dan : Dh makan ? Tknk makan ? Minum la .. (in a very sweet tone)

Me : *laughs* Don't want .

& he continues talking to me in a sweet manner .

Syg butt in th conversation . Dan laughed . Crazy .

Dan : SEE ? FAN JEALOUS I TALK TO YOU .

Crazy bunch of people .

Cheng Xuan more crazy & hilarious .

Note that this conversation is in complete Chinese ...

Cheng Xuan : Hey Chun . How come that girl (me) here ? How come she's not in th room with th girls ?

Chun : Her bf here what . She sit with him la .

Me : (in english) OI WHAT TALKING ABOUT ME HUH ?

Cheng Xuan : Hah ? She can understand what we're talking ah ?

Chun : She can la . Aiyo .

Me : -.-

& th FIFA game was exciting .

I silently enjoyed th game though . Haha .

Darren pro sia . Dan called him a prodigy .

Seriously . Darren didn't play much & he scored really good .

3-0 (Darren vs Fan) Fan nearly cried .

His reputation went down th drain .

Kesian .

Haha , even though I had a minor splitting headache ,

spending time with these awesome people is just so awesome ,

that I forgot about my headache . I just wish Mish was here .

It will complete th pic . Oh , & plus th people who are invited but didn't come :(

Dan , Fan , Bing , Chun , Nick , Ye Jun , Jacky , Cheng Xuan , Darren , Phoon , Louise , Hira , Jenn , Val .

Awesome people <3

2010-06-21T15:16:00.003+08:00

Words just can't describe what I feel right now .

They're ... they're ... they're just making things complicating for me .

I just don't understand what's on their mind .

To confide ? Or not to confide in you ?

2010-06-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

LOOK HERE AWESOME PEOPLE ,

My brother wrote this , all by himself .

A song for you , a song for me .

A song which says we never meant to be .

I once had you , feeling great and happy .

But it all turns out , bringing us misery.

Why did you have to go , you make me so speechless .

You said you love me though .

I guess I'm useless .

I was shocked and scared .

On once corner , wishing you would come back .

But it's all too late . I guess this is fate .

I guess I hurt you badly.

That was why you leave me .

But you said I did not hurt you .

So my guess are all not true .

Then you told me the whole story till it rain .

That you didn't want to lose me again .

You didn't want that to happen again .

'Cos you didn't want to feel the pain .

That's the only choice you can take .

Doing all this for our own sake .

No matter what happens , you will always be mine .

I will never forget it , 'cos I keep you in mind .

Deep inside my heart , I will always say .

I will always love you , day by day .

Wah , damn sweet sia .

He wrote it all by HIMSELF . Pro or what .

Cheh . Haha . You can infer from the poem/song though .

About what he went through . Poor thing .

Poor little brother went through what I went through last time .

:( This is sad .

Anyway , to all fathers out there ,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY .

Love you ayah <3

& school's starting soon .

I haven't even start on my home work yet . Tsk .

I'm going to die .Too much slacking make me forget all my studies .

2010-06-19T14:07:00.002+08:00

& no , we can't erase what we both feel

so let's fall back into what we had .

Currently listening to Far Away by Jay Sean ft Keisha Buchanan .

Th song's awesome . Wonderful . Great .

Just got back from th cemetery .

Had a hard time looking for my late grandfather's tomb .

Mum asked me to asked my late grandfather where he was .

Lol . I thought she was crazy at first but it helped me though .

I found his tomb like finally :D Yea , thanks to me .

Mummy was proud of me (Y)

Cleared datuk's tomb & made it clean .

Looks nicer now . Got some tombs which looked really old .

No one came . Sad :(

Then taxi-ed to LotOne .

Ate kimchi noodle , finally . Was craving for it .

I ate really fast . LOL . Was too hungry .

Chatted with my Mum's best friend since Secondary school .

Of course , about th normal stuffs that adults will ask .

Aunty : So Wani , you NA ? *pauses* or Express ?

Me : Express .

Aunty : So what course you want to take ? If you go Poly la .

Me : ( What's with th IF ? ) Umm , Early Childhood *smiles*

Aunty : Wow , that's great . Early Childhood is a good choice *grins*

Me : Yea , it's great . I love playing with children .

Aunty : The new ITE opening near Teck Whye there got ECH .

Me : Really ? Oooh . ( she's expecting me to go ITE ? )

Aunty : But you can choose la . Go Poly or ITE also can . But if you do go ITE , don't be influenced too much la .

Me : Yea , sure . I'll think about it .

No comments about th conversation with her .

Maybe she means good . Ishh .

& my mum told her about me running away that time .

WHATTHEFISH .

& sweet sayang topup-ed for me 4 bucks .

Awww , so sweet . Love him .

But even if he didn't do that for me , I'll still love him <3

2010-06-17T14:14:00.002+08:00

I'm rotting at home now .

At this very moment , I just feel like running out of my gates now .

Was supposed to go to Chun's house to watch world cup .

But I'm too chicken to ask my Dad -.-

Kakak says that he won't let me go to a guy's house .

Tsk , spoiler . No world cup for me then :(

I'm not going to tomorrow's Envisage D outing .

No money & I don't think my mum will let me .

Since I made her angry that day when I went to Sentosa .

But hey , she's talking to me now .

Knew it . Whenever she needs help , she'll call me -.-

Great .

Homework ? Nah haven't started .

No mood to start studying right now .

Kakak keeps scolding me :(

She says I'll go ITE at this rate .

An express student going to ITE .

She calls me dumb :O Bitch .

So , currently webcam-ing with Chun , Fan , Cheng Xuan & Ye Jun .

ChengXuan's irritating . Haha . Keep nudging me .

Had a hilarious conversation with Chun .

Chun : Eh , move your laptop so that we can see your face la .

Me : MY DAD BESIDE ME LA OI !

Chun : Hi !

Me : LOL , you can't say hi to my dad unless you're my husband .

Chun : Orh k . Fan coming .

-.- LOL . What only .

2010-06-16T13:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was awesome <3

& could be considered one of the best day in my life .

Didn't meet up with the rest in the morning .

So , me & Indah went late & ate first at Vivo .

We spent about 1 hour looking for food .

Everywhere was crowded -.-

In the end , we just shared Sawadee meal from LJS .

Took the monorail and saw Louise & Jacky .

Fan's quote : Newly-wed couples . Haha .

Not bad uh some people :P

& looks like almost the whole class knows about me & *ahem*

Haha . I didn't know SOME people read my blog eh .

Wah . Jennifer even knows my monthsary date .

Stalker :P Haha .

Just slacked & relaxed in Sentosa .

Bing & Dan kept asking about *ahem* .

But actually they know already . Just want to act blur -.-

Haha , guys .

Went to Vivo after that & ate dinner .

We had a mafia-family dinner . (Jacky's the mafia)

Drank strawberry snow ice blended ....

with the constant reminders from Fan to eat -.-

Anyways , pictures are much much better .

Uploaded them in fb already .

Well , in the midst of uploading actually .

Bitchy fb keeps saying "upload failed" .

Tsk ..

&& thanks boyf for sending me back home .

So sweet <3

2010-06-13T14:53:00.002+08:00

I don't want to walk this Earth ,

If I got to do it solo .

& life just gets more and more interesting .

Tears and smiles . I went through all of them .

So little kid , don't teach me what to do :)

'Cos I'm way older than you & I'm more experienced .

So what if you got connections ?

Duh , you're small . You need bigger people to take care of you .

& dreams just gets stranger and stranger .

Maybe I'm just missing some people ,

and how I used to be really close to them .

I don't know what wrong I did but I just want things to go back to the way it used to be .

Talking to you guys now just seems so awkward for me .

It's like we're strangers y'know . It's like we talked for the first time .

& my brain just gets more and more headache .

Maths problem sums , science , geography .

Argh . I can manage Science and Geography .

I just need to memorize the points and I can ace it (hopefully) .

As for Maths . Let's just say me and him/her are not potential best friends .

& lastly , decisions are getting harder to make .

Not going to elaborate on this one .

Conclusion is ... life just sucks for me .

But I'm trying to be more positive in life .

But some people are just making it hard for me .

Strangers , random people , friends , family & even best friends .

They're just making it hard for me .

2010-06-12T15:29:00.002+08:00

Life ain't complete without you ,

*Indah singing thinking of you*

LOL . Epic man . Yesterday lepak with Yus & Indah .

Indah kept singing Thinking of You .

The birds fled when she opened her mouth :P

Nyehheheh .

& oh , what a great day to start with .

Dier dh cari pompuan baru eh .

Well , he has his & I have mine .

At least I find someone who I REALLY like ,

and at least he's macho and all .

But his new gf ? Gaknye cari kt fb kot .

Not being a bitch by saying this .

But he can try better .

Or maybe you two suit each other .

Good luck . I hope you two last long (not ) .

2010-06-11T13:40:00.004+08:00

OMG I FIND HIM VERY CUTE

Alissa ! Oh why oh why must you tell me about him ?

Come back faster shorty ,

There's still many things unexplained to tell you :D

Have fun there while I rot in Singapore :(

Great huh .

Too many outings during June holidays .

I think Mum only let me go one . Tsk .

Monday : ECP gathering .

Tuesday : Sentosa gathering .

Friday : Barbeque gathering .

The unlucky thing ... it all falls in the same week .

How great . I doubt Mum will let me go for all three :(

Went for 15 minutes of Chemistry :P

Haha , woke up late .

Got a round of applause when entering the class .

Heard hira's "She made it!" with that cute voice of hers :)

Haha . & oh Lulu's as-fast-as-a-train's voice :P

Looking at all of them , I'm really going to miss them .

& 2 more long days till he's back . Tsk .

2010-06-09T14:38:00.002+08:00

According to him ,

I'm beautiful & incredible .

You say it's unbelievable that you got a girl like me .

You say I'm too sweet for you to have me .

You say you're really lucky to get me as your girl .

But the truth is ,

I'm really lucky to have a nice guy like you .

It's unbelievable for me to get such a sweet guy like you .

We've known each other for almost 4 years .

You know what I like , what I dislike and what I really need .

It's awesome to have you around , really .

Sometimes , I don't feel I deserve you .

But whatever it is , don't worry .

I'm going to cherish you ^^

I'll not care about what others think .

But I just know that I'll be happy when you're around .

Love you shorty <3

290510 .

2010-06-07T21:16:00.002+08:00

GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT

Me & you are over . Understand ? Faham ?

Are you like plain dumb or acting dumb ?

You scolded me & oh ! Now you're crawling back to me .

Yes , you're CRAWLING back to me .

But no , I'm not going to give you another bloody chance .

JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE YOU STUPID ASSHOLE .

:( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2010-06-05T07:28:00.002+08:00

Awesome , funny , nice ,

That's what makes you special <3

Yesterday was awesome . Well , the later part only .

Biology practical was hard :(

I forgot how to do Benedict's solution test -.-

Me and WenXuan did the practical wrongly .

LOL , never mind . It's just a practice .

Next practical , we'll try harder ^^

After lessons end , me & Indah kaypoh go see PTM .

Saw Ezzati's little brother . So cute ^^

He thanked me . Aww , why must my brother grow up so fast ?

Met up with fan @ the bus stop .

Then bus-ed to bukit batok for I-don't-know-what-reason .

Haha , just lepak-ed below this block & chit-chat .

Yusri was damn hilarious :D

Haha , me & fan messaged him the same thing @ the same time .

Then he was like , "Wait , are you two together now ? " .

Then I was like , "No la . It's just a coincidence that we messaged the same thing" .

But he didn't believe of course . Got quite irritated . So , we told him .

Hehe . Yus...yus...

Bus-ed back to Teck Whye to meet up with Yus .

He blanja-ed me to bubble tea ^^

Finally ! A drink ! Haha . Actually Fan wanted to buy me a drink but I didn't accept it .

Well , 'cos he always blanja me & I feel really guilty .

-.-

Luqman came & stayed with us for 10 minutes -.-

Oh , & me & Yus are so super nice , we walked Fan to the school to take his bike .

Haha , dari maner nak cari kawan mcm ni ? ^^

Then Yus was being more nicer & sent me to my 188 bus stop .

Well , actually it's near his house . So , it's easier for him :P

Haha .

Anyways , couldn't believe that this happened .

But I'll cherish you & I'll always remember 290510 <3

Ceh , so sweet . Haha .

It's not that I don't care about your feelings .

It's just that you and me don't fit anymore .

There's something missing . My love for you .

Don't blame me . Please , I'm really sorry .

I'm not being a bitch by being attached to another person .

It's just that I know him longer than you .

I'm not heartless . I do have feelings .

I do care about other people's feelings .

If you have a problem , say it to me la .

Face to face .

2010-06-03T09:43:00.003+08:00

Yes , I'm single .
*Alissa singing Single Ladies*

No , I'm not crying . I'm laughing in fact .
It's my decision & it was a good one .
I'm ok . He's not ok .
D , I'm sorry k . I really mean it (not) .
I'M NOT FEELING GUILTY .

Anyways , no point posting about that .
It's pointless .

Got back my results during PTM .
Mum & Dad were irritated with me .
Yesh , I failed 3 subjects . YAY -.-
But I'll work hard . I promise .
Quoted from Mdm Chin , "Press on , Shazwani " .

Haha . She said I'm a likable & responsible person :D
Hehehe .

Indah says this Sec1 guy says I'm pretty -.-
Eee , younger guys . Ish .

2010-05-30T10:06:00.002+08:00

I thought it was a dream ,

But when I woke up & re-read the messages , I guess it wasn't .

It's just so hard to believe what you just said to me .

It was more unbelievable that I said those things to you too .

Shocking , I should say . Seriously shocking .

Never did I expect this to happen .

Never .

I can't say much here .

But maybe you're right .

Tomorrow's going to be an awkward day for us .

I don't even know if I can face you .

It's just too shocking for me .

Don't be so nice to me , yet .

I'll feel really guilty .

Yes , I need to end things with him . Fast .

I can't stay quiet & be together with a guy I don't love anymore .

But it's just so hard to accept reality .

2010-05-28T09:37:00.002+08:00

Whoah , it's been a long time since I've updated .

Anyway , a few things to post .

Thanks to some awesome people , who celebrated my birthday with me .

Thanks Rubah , Indah , Nisha , Ridz for spending the day with me .

Thanks Rubah & Indah for the cute phone & bag . Love it !

Thanks Hazimah for the pretty bag !

Thanks Jacky for the chocolate !

Thanks Louise for the dresses and hairbands ! It's pretty .

Thanks Ayah for the green watch .

Thanks Ibu (???) for the shoes ( even though you forced me to buy )

Thanks everyone for the wish .

I can't type all of your names , 'cos there's hundreds of you .

Haha , my fingers will ache ;D

Thanks thanks thanks . Really appreciate it .

End of happy stuffs .

Now , sad stuffs ;(

MYE results is bad . Extremely bad .

Yes , EXTREMELY bad . But no , I didn't cry .

Maybe my tears dried up already from the previous incident ...

Mum was irritated . Yes , who wouldn't with my results .

Quoted from her , "If can't go Poly , just go ITE la" .

Yea , ITE .

Fought with him again and again and again . Tsk .

It was HIS fault . He shouted at me then put down the phone .

Who wouldn't get angry ? Ish . I did the same thing to him .

He put his fb status as 'single' .

When asked if he wanted break , he thought for a while .

& his decision was no . WTH . Then don't need to make up a fuss ,

until you have to change your status right & all your friends know ?

Crazy asshole . It's been only 1 month 1 week , & we fought for like zillions of time .

Tsk .

Didn't celebrate my birthday with my family .

Don't ask . They just don't care .

Aunt's getting better with her therapy .

She just needs to move her left leg & she can be discharged already .

Kak Ika called her lazy . Haha ;p

Didn't join the rest @ JP yesterday .

Sorry Rubz & Fan . Need to visit my Aunt la .

'Cos I'm a fabulous niece :) Hehe .

& Rubz ! If you're going to Pooja's house today ,

after that , you better come to my blk there .

'Cos I miss you loads , even though we just saw each other yesterday .

Hehe , be proud & say "aww" . LOL .

2010-05-19T20:01:00.002+08:00

Mock exams for the whole week ,

From morning to afternoon , malay mock exams .

Torture . Argh . Four more days & I'm done .

Tsk , even on my special day , have .

Waited for Irfan until 3pm .

He played soccer . Ckp skjp tapi lamer jugak -.-

Then ride on his bike & cycled to my 188 bus stop .

He waited for my bus . Awhh , sweet . LOL .

Kate kwn perh . Mesti ah .

Kene sentiase tolong-menolong .

Ceh , mcm paham je .

Yea , I noticed somethings .

I don't have the chance to do some things with my bfs .

Cycling together , slacking & talking about things ...

all of these activities , I do with my boy friends .

But with my boyfriend , no .

Weird .

& I think I need to make a decision .

I'm too pretty for you , dude :D

Ceh , haha . Nisha , shall I ?

Or after my birthday ? Need your opinionnnn .

ANW , PPL LET'S CELEBRATE SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY .

MINE :D Haha , stupid monday have mock exam -.-

Maybe going out with Indah on Saturday .

Anyone want to follow ? :D

2010-05-17T17:54:00.002+08:00

Today rocks & I'm very much happy after ...

GETTING TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH SEZAIRI SEZALI .

Awesome much :)

Even during my mock exam , I went to the 'toilet' .

join Rubz , Sherry & Ezzati to take picture with him .

Awwww , he's cute . He's not exactly hot but his voice is awesome :)

Hehe .

Guys . They just don't understand us girls .

Hahaha , when I stand up from my chair to go out to see him ,

at the same time , all the guys , Dan , Fan , Man went "Alamakkk" .

Haha , they're sick & tired of girls going crazy over Sezairi .

Well , who can they blame . He IS awesome :D

Going to wait for the pictures to be uploaded by Miss Nisha .

Haha , this just made my day ^^

Love today manzxzxzx .

Ohkay , I can't stop smiling :D

2010-05-16T14:21:00.002+08:00

Treat me nicely , treat me badly ,
You're just making the problem much more bigger .

Telling me you love me . Aww , that's sweet .
But your next sentence ain't sweet , my dear .
Scolding me that I rather believe my friend than my own bf .
Then , insulting my friend . Calling her/he a cibai .
Eh , hello dear , no one ever insults my friend in front of me .
You insulting them is the same as you insulting me .
Get it ? Sorry to say this but you're just making it more problematic .

Yes , I'm very very very confused right now .
And you're not helping me .
Oh wait , you ARE helping me .
You're making me more fucking stressed up .
Such a great help huh ?
I'm already stressed about my studies ,
& you know it . I told you already , remember .
But you just ain't helping me overcome this obstacle .

I don't know which of my 'cibai' friends you're thinking about ,
but whoever she/he is , you have no fucking right to insult her/him .
They're my friends and yours too for god's sake .
Are you just plain dumb or are you just not facing reality ?
If you really love me , then try to change your fucking attitude la .
You're not mr-perfect but at least you can put in the effort to change right ?
Tons of girls are hurt by you , you know that ?

I'm not trying to force you to change fully ,
I know noone can change someone .
But please , you promised . Your promises , are they all fake ?
DeJa Vu . I said this last year , a few months back .
Is it going to be the same old same old type of problem ?
Man , I hate this .

Can't you just think of MY feelings ,
and just stop being so problematic .
If you're not going to be serious , then this thing's not going to work .
We might as well part and go our separate ways yeahs .
I hope you read this and well , think about it .
It's either we break or we stay through thick and thin together .
I don't mind if you pick the first one or the secind decision .
Now , the decision's up to you . I'm being nice fyi .

My birthday's coming up .
Don't ruin it and if you really are apologetic about this ,
Don't give your goddamn apology to me .
GIVE YOUR FUCKING APOLOGY TO MY FRIEND .
I mean it . My friends are more important than you .
Yes , more important than my own bf .
Boyfriends , I can always find them whenever and wherever .
But good friends , they're hard to find .
Understand ?

2010-05-15T15:09:00.003+08:00

I can't feel the way I did before ,

Don't turn your back on me .

Exams are over , well for now it is .

Must start mugging for Prelims & Mt O Level .

Whole week of MT Mock exams will hopefully make me ready :)

But I'm proud of myself for getting a B3 for MYE :)

But the rest of my subjects , well no comments .

No use crying over split milk .

I just have to improve and work harder (Y)

& why do I get this feeling that I'm being ignored ?

Why do I feel lonely ?

Why do I feel like not ending things with him ?

Why do I feel that everything's not right ?

Man , I seriously need to be more positive in life .

& some guys are just plain stupid .

For example , bby (ew) just doesn't understand me .

Hello ? I'm giving you a chance .

Terlalu bodoh keperh nak faham ? -.-

& you you you you .

Ignoring me is not going to do any of us good .

Why the hell are you ignoring me anyways ?

Weird but you're just making me sad yknow ?

& to some random ppl whom I deleted from my Msn .

( But you're still on my list & I don't know why)

If I don't want to webcam , accept that fact la & stop forcing me .

You added me just to webcam ? Well , to hell with you .

See ? Guys . They just ruin my life , you see .

-.-

A few more weeks & it'll be my special day .

And 6 more days to my 1st month with him .

But I don't think it's going to be special anyways .

Oh , and talking about birthdays ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISE LAM .

Love you bitch ! Sorry for not joining you guys today .

To my mum , Orchard is a very very very far place -.-

LOL , your present . Umm , wait umm kays ?

Need to save more money to buy you a fabulous PINK gift :D

2010-05-13T16:30:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the last paper ,
Well , for MYE that is .

June holidays won't be holidays for me :(
Remedials like everyday :( Man .
Sec 4 life sucks :(

After June holidays , straight away Prelims .
Haiyayai , die die die .
I'm flunking a lot of subjects .
Seriously need to buck up .
:(

Didn't meet bby just now .
He went out with his mummy .
Ppl , no comments about this please .
Shut up , I know what you're thinking (someone) .
Haha . I haven't ask yet . But soon .

Stupid Irfan , again , disturb me .
Messed up my wonderful hair (-.-)
Haha , in return , I messed up his hot hair .
LOL , I love his hair now .
Remind me to ask my brother to do that hair do ")

Went to BB tea shop with Rubz and Indah .
Sat with Leslie and SiQi .
SiQi's a joker . Sang I kissed A Girl when a mother and daughter were holding hands together .
We thought that they're lesbians . Alamak , paiseh man . Haha .
Si Qi's joining CCKSS Idol (I think) . He asked us to support him -.-
LOL .

Leslie got angry . Pointed middle finger .
Well , 'cos I called Si Qi kacak , instead of him .
LOL , that one also angry -.- Crazy .
Heard that he got loadssss of girls liking him *winkwink*
Ew , the thought of it just makes me laugh . Haha .
Si Qi told me that when Leslie turned around and smile ,
his smile will electrify you -.-

Yea , I updated :)
Going to find pictures for my art exam tomorrow .
Tata c:

2010-05-11T10:21:00.004+08:00

I don't know who to trust now ,

But that doesn't mean you can take advantage of this situation .

Sorry for making you guys worried yesterday .

Thanks Phoon , Fan , Mimah & Indah for asking if I was ohkay .

Really thanks thanks thanks . Appreciate it loads loads .

Love you guys <3

I know it's no use thinking about the problem .

But don't worry , I know how to handle it .

I'm no small baby anymore .

I'm a grown up :D

( macam paham je -.- )

Anyway , didn't go to school today .

Yesterday was having a s light fever at school + flu .

My nose was being bitchy about tissue papers .

& kept begging me for more .

Used up more than 4 tissue packets -.-

Sucks .

Mum let me stay @ home today since I'm sick (Y)

Going to meet Yus later after school to get my Chem textbook .

I'm going to die for tomorrow's paper .

Chem and me aren't potential best friends , you see .

Enemies , yes :O

I think you know what I meant when I said I need to ask you something .

I think you're fucking scared now and feel really panicky .

But the question is boy , do you really love me ?

Be true to me and I'll stay . You deleted her from your friends' list right ?

Scared uh ? Angry at her for telling me all those stuffs ?

Well , the truth is dude , I already know that you're like that .

I just chose to be quiet and see what you're up to .

I'm no coward . I'm just trying to find the right time to catch you red-handed .

You watch out . I'm no baby of yours anymore .

-----------------------------------------

Just got back from taking my chem txtbk from Irfan & Yus .

Sweet fan ( ew ) accompanied me to top up my pp8 .

He even bought me a drink . (Y) Cool or what ? Haha .

But stupid unlucky me . Lost $4 in that stupid machine .

Tsk ..

Then I found out that ONLY 3 PPL PASS MATHS IN MY CLASS .

SERIOUSLY WTF . Damn , no mood now .

2010-05-09T15:30:00.002+08:00

IT'S OVER , I DON'T CARE .

You'll soon find out , you sucker .

Oh , "I'm a playboy last time but I change ard uh ."

Yea , whatever . She added me . She told me .

Leeana told me uh , you playboy .

She tell me everything .

We had a girl talk & we confessed everything .

Oh , so you used to tackle her uh .

Well , she adviced me & now , you're going to die sucker .

I FUCKING HATE YOU NOW .

I WONDERED WHY I LOVE YOU , YOU BASTARD .

KIMAK BETUL . BESOK KAU KENE AH SIAL .

NNTI KAU . BETUL EHK CKP KWN2 AKU TU SEMUA .

BREAK NGAN KAU SUDAH AH .

KNN CB BETUL .

AKU SURH ORNG REMBAT KAU BARU TAHU UH ,

JGN MAIN NGAN AKU K .

YOU DON'T KNOW ME .

CB .

2010-05-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

I'll always be there for you ,

Night and day , I'll be here for you .

Yesterday went to meet bby .

Ah , finally . It's been a long time since I saw him .

He made me miss 4 188 buses -.-

Ish , evil meanie bf .

Today's exam was quite ohkay .

Something about explorations & James Cook .

Can do uh . Hope I can pass with flying colours .

& I got back my Malay exam paper .

I passed ! *clapclap* Heehee :)

There are some things that happen lately .

Really sad though .

Best friend , (2 best friends anw)

I know what you're going through right now .

I know you feel confused , angry and sad .

But don't think too much .

You have to think of your health .

Too much stress can make you go crazy .

Later I must go IMH to visit you lehs .

Very the malu . Haha .

Smile and don't think about the problem umm kay ?

I know it's hard to ignore it but you have to try .

We still have 2 more exams to go .

But after they end , it doesn't mean that you can carry on being emo .

After June , we still have prelims .

After prelims , mock exams .

After mock exams , O LEVEL .

So darling , don't think too much kays ?

I don't want to see you sad .

If you're sad , I'm sad .

So , be happy kays ?

Love ya ! <3

2010-05-04T19:25:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's Maths exam !

Wish me luck .

Today , as usual , got kacau-ed by Irfan .

Pftt . Tak habis habis kene kacau .

Ish .

After school , went to BB tea shop with my awesome friends .

Rubz , Indah , Yus , Irfan , Luqman .

Irfan treated me :D Nice .

Then Rubz and Indah had to go off .

Sad :(

So , went to lepak with Irfan and Yus .

Went to Yus's house . Hey ! It's not what you think .

We went to STUDY and fan used fb . Pftt .

Quite fun uh . Yus is good at teaching Maths ^^

I know how to do some sums now :)

Then was supposed to meet bby but I was too late .

Made him wait for so long then he cannot tahan .

Damn . Sry bby :(

Me , fan and Yus went to eat Nasi Ayam @ Senarai .

Again , Irfan treated :D Nyehehe , nice !

I wonder why he's so nice nowdays .

He must have something up his sleeve *kening naik*

Haha . Awesome . Today everything he pay for me ^^

So , tmr Maths exam .

Damn , wish me luck .

I improve can ard uh .

Haiz , stupid bby and Khai .

Sebok je msg . Nnti pp8 low .

F .

2010-05-03T13:24:00.002+08:00

Change of plans ,

Some people are just too dumb to take hints :/

Bby couldn't go out with me .

To hell with him .

I'm not angry . I'm just irritated .

Thought of meeting up with Yus .

Again , he threaten to ask Fan to disturb me .

Tsk , even if he never ask Fan , Fan will still disturb me -.-

But maybe today's going to be a better day .

I'm finally having the chance to go out with Mum & Bro .

West Mall . Even though it's like super near ,

i don't care . As long as I can finally spend time with them .

(Y)

21 more days to my most awesome day ever (not) .

I doubt anyone will remember . Os are more important , I guess .

Pfttt .

& does anyone of you realize that ,

the moment you get attached , all guys suddenly appear .

& you'll seem really irresistible to them ?

Life just gets stranger & stranger by the minute .

2010-05-02T16:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAIRIL :D

Don't mind me taking your picture without your permission .

Well , I doubt you'll see this anyway :P

At least I didn't take your now botak pic kan .

Anw, you botak flirty guy . Haha . Love you KAWAN .

Jgn nak menggatal & melampau k ? :)

So , plans for tomorrow .

- Meeting up with bby .

- Maybe going study with class @ TW MacD .

- Finishing up my Maths paper .

& remind me not to eat too much tmr .

It's not that I hate being fat .

Wait , am I fat ? LOL .

My sister says I eat too much -.-

So , planning to eat but at a normal rate of eating .

Not going to gobble down food like some pig .

Gosh , talking about pigs , I miss Mishy :(

2010-04-30T21:07:00.003+08:00

X-Country was unbelievably fun :D

Didn't expect it to be that fun , though .

I admit , I was being ridiculously blur & stupid today :p

Went to Rubz's house early in the morning .

Then , something really hilarious happened .

Me + Rubz : *crossing the road & walking on the pavement*

*a van came to a stop at the turning*

Aunty in the van : Eh , girls . Do you want a lift to Japanese Garden ?

Rubz : Huh ? Japanese Garden ?

Me : *blur*

Aunty in the van : To Japanese Garden .

Me : Huh ? BOTANIC GARDENS ? *looks at Rubz*

Rubz : Botanic Garden ? Umm , no thanks !

Me + Rubz : *walks to bus stop*

Halfway walking to the bus stop ...

Rubz : Eh ! She was saying Japanese Garden la , not BOTANIC GARDENS .

Me : Huh ? Really ? You sure ?

Rubz : Yalaa , her daughter from our school . Shazzzzzz !

Me : NOOOOOO , WE MISSED A FREE LIFT *sobs*

Me + Rubz : *scream silently in agony*

Argh , see how dumb I was ?

My ears . They seriously have problem . Tsk .

Anyways , I DID run during , x-country . Be proud of me , man .

*clapsclaps* Even though I didn't sweat as much as the others ,

it doesn't mean that I didn't run at all :D

Thought that Fan won't see me .

But today was so unlucky for me . He saw me & there goes his usual routine .

Usual routine of disturbing me -.- Tsk . Sad .

Rubz calls it peculiar . Haha .

After x-Country , went to JP with Rubz & Indah .

Ate @ Pizza Hut . Yum :D But , quite ex uh . GOT GST .

& lucky Indah didn't have to pay for it .

Ish , I better save up . Still owe hp $$$ .

Was supposed to meet him today .

But he was out with his mummy .

Haiz .

"Haiz ... bleh mati seh tk jumpe u "

&& oh oh ! We went Kiddy Palace & OMGGGGG .

Got one whole shelf of BEN10 .

Teehee :D Niceeeeeee . Got OMNITRIX . Me want one .

& got Ben10 bag lehs . See fb <3

But it's around $50 . Haiz , so sad .

My Dad confirm won't buy for me .

LOL (!!!!)

Going to set some rules for myself starting from today .

Well , hopefully .

1) Stop eating a lot .

Why? Today , I ate @ Pizza Hut , Mr bean , my Mum's mee goreng , chocolate , bread , chicken .

I'm going to grow fat . But me like it :D

2) Start studying .

Why ? There's no why . Of course I must study hard . But after hearing Mdm Asmahan's lecture ,

I realize that in order for me to go to Poly , I MUST pass my Maths .

3) Try not to get angry @ my Mum .

Why ? Violence against violence is bad . Must be a good nice daughter .

4) Save up $$$$$ .

Why ? Need to pay back HP . & I want to buy some stuffs <3

5) Clear my 2.4km

Why ? I seriously have no idea why .

Wish me luck <3

2010-04-27T17:46:00.003+08:00

Tmr , Mother Tongue Paper .

Die or die or die or die ?

Oral skills are good .

In terms of doing the actual paper ,

well , wish me a lot of luck .

I seriously need it .

Art was just great . Seriously great (not) .

Had to help draw the thingy for Bing & Man .

Tsk , lazy pigssss .

But I know , my art IS good :P

Nyeheh .

Finally get to call ♥

Even though it's only for a while , it's still worth it .

He complained though .

That I left him alone for 10 days .

Tsk , bear with it la .

Anw , went to see the INO TIGGER phone with Rubz & Indah .

Me want to buy it . Me want to buy it . Haha .

Saving up like right now .

Ohkay , actually no .

Saving starting from tomorrow , hopefully .

I hope my stomach doesn't become whiny & start calling for food .

2010-04-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

I'll be waiting ,

patiently I'll wait right here for you .

210410 ♥

Ily .

So , was supposed to go to the hospital to visit Mac .

But he got discharged today .

So , like no point go there . Haha .

Then changed plans .

Went to meet Yus to study & just chill and relax .

Went to CCK park to slack for a while .

Yus stupid ah . Don't want to take bus to go there .

Tsk , it was damn hot la . I felt like dying down there :/

Then , it rained . Thank God but I regretted it afterwards .

Me no like getting wet in the rain . Haha .

Stupid Yus keep playing with the umbrella . Tsk .

Then , went to this block near SouthView Pri to study .

I didn't study at all -.- Tsk .

But hey , I remembered some points .

ADB , world bank , UNCLOS , UNMDG .

Then , the reasons . Cumulative causation blah blah blah .

See ? I CAN remember .

*clapclap*

After that , went to meet up with Elmi .

Long long long time never see him .

It feels awkward at first . Haha .

Didn't know what to say to him .

Someone likes someone seh .

Haha *nudgenudge* Haha .

Dude ! Good luck with that girl kay ? :D

Tomorrow is Elect . Geog paper .

Die . I seriously have no confidence .

-.- Wish me luck.

& oh ! I got 34/40 for my malay oral .

POWER right right right ? Nyeheheh .

2010-04-24T15:31:00.003+08:00

Going to miss you guys ♥

Thanks for that awesome performance.

Not going to say much about the graduation day.

Everything's in Envisage D's blog :D

Well, for Speech day.

Hmm, tiring but quite awesome.

Since I'm still waiting for all those pics to be uploaded,

might as well tell my day from top to bottom :D

Ew, haha.

So, went back home to bathe.

I want to smell nice, you see.

But it was useless, as I had to walk under the sweltering Sun.

met up with Nish, Ramdan (EW) and Sathia.

Went to CDANS with them first.

Aircon, ah nice.

Ramdan was being irritating, as usual.

Don't need to describe how irritating he is.

Only one word. Irritating.

Then took Mimah from gombak station.

I walked all the way there, you know!

Tiring. But the double cheeseburger made me stop complaining :)

Haha.

Met up with Feli and Rubz at CDANS.

& it was so effing cold at the hall.

My whole body was shaking.

While preparing for my turn to go up on stage to shake hands with the minister,

I said this. "Gggggoooood evvvveningggg siiiiirrr".

Damn cold la, I tell you. Haha. Aiman was hot, as in warm, in his prefect blazer.

Shook hands with the minister, took my certificate, bowed and ate.

Dance was awesome. Suat Kee rocks la. She's so graceful :D

Then, took pictures.

Since I got a few little battery power left, decided to take a pic of irfan.

But he stupid stupid stupid don't want me to take.

Then he fought with me over the camera.

Turns out that he wanted to take the both of us, using his hand -.-

Tsk, then after taking the picture, my camera went FLATTTTT.

Damn. That amount of time during the struggle over my camera could be used to take more pictures.

The photo taking for the NYAA ceremony is...hectic.

Haha, I couldn't find a way to go through all those girls to go up to the bench.

So, went behind and asked the guys for help. LOL.

Irfan (the other irfan) sebok je nak tolong angkat me.

Menyebok. Haha.

After the speech day ends,

was too scared to go back home alone.

But I'm not penakut la. It's just that I don't want to take bus then go home so early.

Messaged Ridz to fetch me. LOL. He's so nice. My bestie perh. Mesti la.

Then walked to the pasar malam and bought drink.

Long time never talk to him.

Told him some stuffs and he told me about A.

He knows A :o WHOAH. Childish A. Tsk.

So, yea. My top to bottom story.

I don't really like typing like that.

Remind me not to type like that ever again.

So, tomorrow maybe going to visit friend at hospital.

& then study for elective paper.

Argh, JIAYOU shaz :)

&& Ily.

2010-04-17T13:59:00.003+08:00

Today : Rotting-at-home day.

1 thing to wait for, my waffle my Mum promised to buy.

Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, ooh [x2]

It's 6 o'clock
and seconds feel like hours as I sit here
and watch them tick away

And just the thought
of seeing you again I wanna sang
I've been longin for this day

I'll be waiting
'cus I cant smile untill I see your smile
I'll be waiting
there's nothing else that I would rather do
I'll be waiting
'cos I can't sleep until I hear your heart
I'll be waiting
patiently I'll wait right here for you

Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Patiently I'll wait right here for you
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Patiently I wait

It's 12 am
the crowd is getting thin but it's okay
'cus I ain't here for them
No no no

And I refuse
to move from where I am
until I feel your heart
pressed against mine again
Ohh waiting!

I'll be waiting
'cus I cant smile until I see your smile
I'll be waiting
there's nothing else that I would rather do
I'll be waiting
'cus I can't sleep until I hear your heart
I'll be waiting
patiently I'll wait right here for you

I don't care how long it takes
I don't mind I'm alright I'll sit and wait
Until the sun comes down and rise
and come right back up again
You're the best thing that's happened in my life
When your aps in the bar is in my life
and it just aint right
So take as long as you like
I'm waiting

Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting (4x)
I'm waiting

I'll be waiting
I cant smile until I see your smile
I'll be waiting
There's nothing else that I would rather do
I'll be waiting
'cus I can't sleep until I hear your heart
I'll be waiting
patiently I'll wait right here for you

I'll be waiting
I can't sleep until I hear your heart
I'll be waiting
patiently I'll wait right here for you
There's nothing else that I would rather do
I'll be waiting
'cus I can't sleep until I hear your heart
I'll be waiting
'cus patiently I wait right here for you

Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Patiently I wait right here for you
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Patiently I wait
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting

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Just want to say some things to some ppl.

I'll top up my pp8 as fast as I can kays Khai?

Then, we can talk for as long as you want. xD

Thanks Khalid, Benedict for being such sweeties & cheering me up.

Thanks eh Feeq & Afiq for putting your 'mucus' on me.

Really hilarious but disgusting :)

Oh & one more thing.

You may notice that I like to talk to guys.

Well, 1 reason.

I don't really like talking to girls 'cos they won't understand.

They'll either talk 'bout their own stuffs & be bitchy to me.

Or they'll just ignore and say it's just a small matter.

Boys. Well, they shut up & listen.

So, girls. Don't think I'm a flirt aytes.

See your own attitude first when I ask you to listen to my problems.

2010-04-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

I want you to know,

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart & soul.

It's time to let this emo-phase pass me. Well, AGAIN.

My life, as you see, sucks.

Ohkay, not totally sucks, it kind of rocks too, sometimes.

Let me emphasis on the word, "sometimes".

SOMETIMES. Only.

So, today was nothing much.

Just paid attention in class & tried my best to stay awake.

Kind of peaceful 'cos Fan's not there to burn my hand/hair :P

Haha. (Thank God he went for Takraw match)

When I looked at everyone in class,

I suddenly feel that I'll really really miss them when we graduate :(

& when I looked at my juniors during CCA, I don't feel like graduating.

This Wednesday, step-down day :(

It'll be good, for me. I'll have time to concentrate on my studies.

But I won't see cute Afiq, funny Shafiq, random Huda, crazy Siti, siao Benedict & lots of others :(

Sad.

Currently messaging DD. Maybe going to lepak tmr with him.

If not, then maybe I'll just stay at home & rot.

Or just ask someone to come here :) Haha.

Hope my Mum lets me go out on Sunday.

It'll be freaking unfair if she doesn't allow me to.

I feel like a caged bird in my house.

I want, I want, I want, I want, I really want to go out for 1 day.

1 day of just chilling out and relaxing.

Taking in fresh air, maybe sitting beside the sea side,

looking at the sunset, lying on someone's shoulder,

talking endlessly about what I'm going to do after Os.

Ah, heaven.

& ps, ily.

2010-04-15T19:13:00.003+08:00

I looked in the mirror,

and I saw myself. Yes, I know what I'm like.

There's no need to scold me anymore.

Yes, it's my fault. Yes, I know I was in the wrong.

I don't know what to say.

You, can cry for all I care, even though I don't find any reason for you to do so.

And you, dude. Can just stop talking to me for all I care.

I, actually, don't mind.

I know you hate to see me in my "Pathetic state".

You're irritated, yes I know.

Well, damn. I shouldn't have done that.

I shouldn't have open up my big mouth,

(but SOMEONE else's got a BIGGER mouth)

& you shouldn't tell anything to a bitch like me.

Now, you know huh. Yes, you're not going to tell me anything now.

I know you're going to get angry that I'm posting this here.

If you're angry, well sorry to say this, I don't care.

I just effing don't care about what's happening in my life.

I don't care about what you said about me,

I don't care what my mum say about me,

I don't care what others have been gossiping about me.

I just don't care.

All I need to do now, is to, concentrate in my studies.

Wish me luck.

& oh, you're a playboy? Well, that's my guess.

I don't know if it's true.

I hope not.

2010-04-12T20:56:00.003+08:00

Nisha's jealous of me!~

I know you know that you want what I have :p

So, today went extremely fast.

Got out of my sad phase just now morning.

I think it was 'cos of Rubz.

Saw her in the morning & everything seems fine.

LOL.

Nothing much happened today,

except that I'm so going to flunk Chem test.

Did I mention how much I hate Chem?

I'm not going to be a chemist or whatever when I grow up.

So why the hell must I learn that?

-.-

Then, went MacD for lunch with Nisha & Indah.

Saw Ariff a.k.a Uncle Black.

He sat in front of me, took my fries & pretend that it's normal.

-.- Whatthefuck. Tsk, My fries! My very own fries!

Tsk, I was super hungry.

Saw Ziki with his chicken pox body.

Haha, Nish was so bad.

Kept calling "CHICKEN POX!" to him.

Tsk, evil.

Then saw my own brother, Arif. LOL.

He took my drink. Ish. Luckily it's upsize & I couldn't finish it :P

Nyehehe. After that, went back to school & went for Chem remedial.

Got practical & I realized that I can't do practicals with Nisha.

We both don't know what to do. Haha.

After Chem, went to lepak with Nish @ playground.

Feeq messaged me & he joined us.

He's irritating to the max.

Keep showing me his smiley piercing.

Whatever eh Feeq. Whatever :)

Went BB tea with them & lepak again.

Tak serik eh lepak. Haha.

After that wanted to send Nish to LRT.

But, feeq was too lazy. So, we left her halfway :P

Nyeheh, sorry Nish. Haha.

Oh, DD finally messaged.

*inserts millions of smileys*

Nish! Jealous tak? Haha.

Don't worry. I'll sms you "Ilysm" every day :)

LOL.

2010-04-11T13:23:00.002+08:00

I never wanna take you for granted,

When the Earth shakes, you're the last one standing.

Last night was really stupid.

Really stupid.

& I just realized how stupid I am.

How stupid I was to feel that.

How stupid I was to say that.

Trust no one.

Everyone, anyone & even your close ones,

can break your trust.

It's not trust I'm talking about dude,

I'm scared it'll happen again.

You suck if you're like all of them.

2010-04-10T20:24:00.002+08:00

I just realized,

that I'm more emotional at home.

Wednesday

Stupid silly irfan burned a small part of my hand.

Ohkay fine, it's not burned.

But he used his lighter and put it near my hand,

while I was resting. Stupid.

No wonder I feel someone picking up my hand.

Thought that it was Mdm Chin asking me to wake up -.-

Danish got it worst. Fan go light up his armpit.

Hhaa,padan muke. He laughed at me lor.

Then, I called my sister.

To tell her about her bf msging her.

Then, fan and dan thought that I was calling DD.

Irfan was all "Ohh, calling Dandandandan eh?"

And danish was all, "Ohh, calling mataer eh? Ohkay, won't disturb. I'm so sorrrrrrry".

-.- Irritating bunch of idiots. Haha.

Sec4s and 5s didn't have CCA.

So, went to Rubz' house to study.

Story about it is in the previous post ( i think)

Thursday

SS MIDYEAR EXAM. Die.

I totally regret studying the wrong things.

Instead of deterrence, I studied the rest.

Globalization, Iraq-Kuwait, Diplomacy, TNCs...

Wah, f ah. Confirm die.

Tsk.

Nothing much happened on that day.

Just went home and being my lonely emo self again.

-.-

Friday

Art was just great. Yea, just great.

Irfan didn't want his Wintermelon drink.

So, he gave his bottle to me. I took it lor. Free pe.

Then during art, sat with their class.

Fan kept teasing me about DD.

And oh Chun too! Assholes -.-

Chun kept singing "Dan dan dee dan dan dan dee dan dan".

LOL LOL LOL. CCB ah they all.

& Danish kept telling Mr Chan that I'm disturbing them.

LOL, wth. They're the ones who're disturbing me -.-

Then, got kicked out of their class.

Well, not kicked out but Mr Low asked me to go to the other room.

And oh, stupid Danish and fan drank my wintermelon drink finish.

I thought they give me? How come they finish. Ish.

Haha.

Then CCA was...ohkay.

But just don't have the mood to do anyth.

But feeq made my dad happier :)

He ah. So funny. Go make a turban on my head.

Then, keep making me laugh.

& OH, he got a smiley but he's taking it out today.

Then lepak with him in the canteen.

After that, went to bb tea shop with him, huda and amira.

:D Thanks Huda & Meera for listening to my probs :)

Sayang korang. & i sayang you too, feeq. Haha.

As a friend.

Today

Nothing much.

I basically locked myself in the room & stare into space.

SOMEONE thought I was flirting with her bf. CCB.

Crazy, I'll never ever betray her trust. I swear :(

Ate a packet of chocolate wafers (I'm going to get fat!)

and just listen to music. Yea, and now I'm ohkay.

Yus messaged me. Love him man :)

Now messaging khai and dd.

Haiz.

Mum.

Ask.

Me.

To.

Shut.

Down.

Comp.

2010-04-07T16:48:00.002+08:00

Ohkay, I'm supposed to study now,
But, Rubah's oh-so-wonderful lappy is so tempting.

HAHA, just only started one essay compo (SS).
But hey, I memorised the reasons why Iraq started a war.
*applauds* At least I memorised one chapter out of three right?
Nyeheheh.

Rubah's laughing now. Tsk, she's trying to study.
JIA YOU ROU BAH! <3 You can do it.

Just now, school was quite ohkay.
Thought that I'll have CCA but then, got announcement.
NO CCA FOR SEC 4/4 TO 5/1.
Cool or wot? Haha.

Messaged DD and argh, he's a goondu.
Haha, Rubz keep laughing at the matter.
Seriously man. Guys and their egos.
Tsk. Why can't they be more smarter in terms of this kind of stuffs?
-.-

So, went to Rubz's house and here we are at the library below her house.
& got this freaky person. I mean, like seriously freaky.
He keeps staring with ONLY one eye. Crazy kan kan kan?
Ish, I jotos his eye then he know seh.
He sat with us at this table and then took a National Geographic Book.
WHO READS A NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC BOOK?!
Only a mad person!
Crazy. Purposely want to sit near us.
Then he keep squinting one eye and stare at us.
Ish.

Then the aunty sitting at the same table as us,
kept mouthing out "mad, mad, mad. Move away".
& the funny thing is that, Rubz keep typing in her lappy,
"He's mad! Look at him! Look at him! He's peeking with one eye! He's freaky! Mad! WTF!".
-.- LOL. I keep laughing but changed the story to Mr Chen's project.
Haiyo, Rubz rubz.

Then, we decided to go up to Rubz's house and take the internet thingy.
When the aunty stand up, and we stood up too,
the freaky one -eyed starer like also get ready to stand up too.
Damn freaky sial. Like wtf la. Crazy.
Then, me and Rubz just quickly go upstairs. The aunty moved to another table.
LOL LOL LOL. But I swear. I swear that he's mad. Gosh. Freaky.

Then, when we get back, he turned and stared again.
But fortunately, he left the library.
Thank God la! Seriously scary. I thought I was going to die from his stare.

Ohkay ohkay, have to off now.
Rubah's asking me to teach her SS.
She, didn't pay attention in class.
Tsk tsk tsk. Haha, but she's clever. Can catch up.
Ohkay ohkay, off-ing now. Rubz giving me that face. (fake!)

Tomorrow's SS mid year exam.
Wish me luck guys. You can message me too *winkwink.
Oh and btw, I'm sharing sim card with my sister :)
Line leh, line! Haha, her sim card plus my phone.
But I'll be only using it for 2 months until she buy a new phone.
You want my temporary number, text my number.
Then, I reply you using her sim card :)
*winkwink* (Okay, stop it Shaz. Study!)

(Rubz in the toilet. Hurhurhur.)

2010-04-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

Grr, stressed up.

Going to try not to use the computer for the next few weeks.

I hope I can do it.

Exams are coming.

SS MYE is this Thurday.

Stress much :(

2010-04-03T12:47:00.002+08:00

Tell me what I want to hear,

Tell me you (love me).

Saw Ridz at the bus stop.

Long time never lepak with him :(

Yesterday went with Indah to Lot.

Saw Afiq there

Then, we mrt-ed to JP.

Well, we were supposed to study.

But we bought loads of stuffs there.

Indah spent more than $50. Gosh.

Haha.

Then DD messaged. Asked if I could meet him.

So, went to CWP and ate at Banquet.

Indah treated me to Chicken Rice <3

DD's friend buat perangai.

They didn't come to meet me. Pftt.

You know what they were doing?

Playing com -.-

Who's more important?

Me or the computer? Tsk.

Then DD kept smsing me sorry and all those stuffs.

I'm not really angry or anything, but the thing is,

Me and Indah went all the way to CWP from JP.

Very tiring you know.

Then, we went back to LotOne, to study.

But, all the libraries were closed.

So, we went to MacD to study but,

Indah saw her senior then don't want,

then we went to blk 210 to study.

Did some work only. Not all.

Tsk.

After that Yus messaged me.

Want to give mine and Indah's hmw.

So, walked to his bus stop and took it.

Yus followed us to LRT to top-ed my pp8 and send Indah off.

Then Yus send me to my bus stop and waited for my bus.

Haha, well. I asked him too :P

LOL.

Then talk talk. Long time never chat with him though.

Feels a bit awkward. I told him about my...smth.

Then he laughed -.- Crazy guy.

Bus-ed back home and saw my family at the opposite stop.

Waited for them and walked home together.

Mum didn't scold me for coming back at only 7plus :D

Sis wore my necklace without permission.

Asshole :)

I'm happy now (not).

Is it just for show?

Thanks Leslie for listening to me last night.

2010-04-01T13:21:00.004+08:00

Everything's ohkay now.

Sorry to make you guys really worried.

Can't say much here.

But just a few things.

Didn't regret going with my plan.

It worked out and great, I'm back home.

Safe and sound. Things might turn out differently now.

Well, hopefully.

Thanks to these few people who help me with my 'plan'.

Nazerunnisha.

She's the best best bestfriend I could ever have man.

Thanks for being there for me and talking to my Mum.

Thanks for being my other voice.

Thanks for reassuring me that everything's going to be fine.

In short, I love you so damn freaking much <3

Rubah

Don't worry, you're also my best best bestest friend.

Thanks for coming up with the 'plan'. Haha.

Thanks for constantly messaging me.

Thanks for talking to me on the phone when I'm really down.

Thanks for everything Rubz.

I don't know what to do if you're not around :)

Love you girl <3

Maira

This girl, if not for her, I wouldn't have that 'plan'.

Haha, thanks to her, I'm quite happy now.

Hey, it's not your fault that I got into trouble.

If I didn't get into trouble, none of this will happen.

And if none of this happen, everything's going to be the same.

& I'll be very very sad everyday.

Thanks babe for being there for me.

Sayang kau <3

Feli

Thanks for everything aytes girl.

Thanks for offering me your place.

Thanks for listening to me.

Thanks for everything la.

Haha, love you <3

Jenn

Thanks Jenniferrrrrrr.

Thanks for listening to me.

And oh, thanks for the comforting messages.

I'll always remember you words yeahs.

Love you <3

Hira

Hiraaaaaaa meowmeow!

Thanks for making a list for my 'plan'.

Haha, I followed your list but I guess,

there's no need for that now.

But anyways, thanks for listening to me.

Thanks for being there for me when I need someone.

Love you so much <3

Vanessa

Thanks for listening to my sorrows.

Thanks for constantly asking me to remain calm.

Thanks for messaging me to see if I'm allright.

Thanks for being there for me.

Love you <3

Leslie

You're the best guy good friend I ever had.

You're always there for me when I need someone to talk to.

You're always listening to my problems without any complains.

Man, you rock la. Thanks for encouraging me.

You're the best dude. Love you.

Danial

Thanks for listening to me.

And haha, thanks for being my help-line.

Thanks for telling me that you'll always be there for me.

Thanks for telling me all those wonderful things you told me.

Thanks for being such an awesome best good friend (LOL).

Ily <3

Thanks Indah, nenek, ubek, Afiq, Siti and Hema.

Thanks for asking if I'm ohkay.

Thanks for listening to me :)

Haiz, too many people.

In short, thanks to those who are very concern about me,

and are always there for me during this period of time,

Thanks a lot. I love all of you.

2010-03-30T20:52:00.001+08:00

YOU TWO DON'T CARE ABOUT ME RIGHT?

You two always scold me right?

Fine, be that way. It used to be only one of you.

But now, both of you are scolding me.

What fcking wrong did I do?

Nothing. Zilch. Nada.

So, just stop scolding me for no reason?

I fcking hate you guys.

Don't blame me for what I'm going to do next.

It's your fault. I hope you two see this. I rly do.

I want you to know that I'm sick and tired of all these.

6 YEARS. BIAS. I HATE BIAS PEOPLE DO YOU KNOW THAT.

So, I've made my decision.

Friends are supporting me. Thanks.

Sayanora bitch.

2010-03-28T12:54:00.002+08:00

I'll be waiting,

'cos I can't smile until I see your smile.

Nisha, if you're reading this,

Me and Vanessa are really sweet right?

Haha, thick-skinned.

Yesterday, met up with Vanessa @ West Mall.

Then we decorate Nisha's present and bought her a small cake.

& we didn't have any lighter. So, we had to buy one.

Went to this shop and asked for a lighter.

The aunty was like giving this face/expression,

"Tsk tsk tsk. This girl smokes."

-.-

Then mrt-ed to LotOne and met up with Nisha.

Brought the cake to her and sang birthday song.

Haha, sweet right? Then, we took out her awesome present.

She said it was cute. Are you sure Nisha? Haha.

Better hug and sleep with it :)

Then after watching her eat the cake,

and letting her feed us even though we kept telling her that she doesn't need to so,

we went around LotOne and blahblahblah.

DD called and asked me where I was.

So, all of us decided to meet up with him.

Couldn't find avenue 4.

So, messaged him to go to blk 355.

Then when he came, Nisha & Vanessa left.

Sorry guys. He might seem unfriendly but he's nice.

Haha, I'll knock some sense into him the next time I see him.

Then me and DD slacked under the block until 7pm.

Mum messaged me to ask me to go back.

Then she said she'll beat me up if I don't -.-

So, me and DD walked to the busstop slowly.

& he kept stealing my phone -.-

I thought that I lost it. Tsk.

Waited for my bus (aww). And said byebye.

Then at home, my mum obviously nagged.

Then she said I can't go LotOne anymore.

I was like thinking, "Fine la. Cannot go Lot. Can go other places"

Then DD called me again.

My brother was inside but lucky he thought that it was Nisha.

& later going to neighborhood there to eat dinner.

I'm craving for cheesecakes now. So, dad better buy me some :)

Argh, and tomorrow's school.

Homework? Not done.

Going to do it later, maybe.

2010-03-27T13:03:00.003+08:00

You are my love, you are my heart.

and we will never ever ever be apart.

I'm craving for cheesecakes and chocolates and oh waffles.

And wait, hotcakes. Mmm.

Be a kind angel and treat me :)

Meeting up with Vanessa @ 2.30pm at WestMall.

Then go meet Nisha @ 3pm at Lot.

Maybe meeting DD @ 3.30pm.

I hope Nisha likes her unusual present.

I think I'll laugh when I see Vanessa holding it.

And laugh again when we pass it to Nisha.

Please pardon my craziness, guys.

And oh, Rubz going to KL today, like nao.

Tsk, abandoner :( Haha. Hope she buys me bb gum.

And it's really sad to know that you're falling apart with people.

Like you're close to this person and BAM, you're drifting apart.

It's really weird. I mean, what wrong did I do?

Now, all you care about is her.

Her her her her. She's not you gf or anything.

But we're both your bestfriend.

So, why are you like showing favoritism?

Why are you so damn freaking close to her more than how you're close to me?

I'm not jealous or anything.

But you make me feel so useless and abandoned.

Yes, I do have lots of friends.

But life will be incomplete without all my best friends.

I don't even think I'm your best friend anymore, I guess.

Yea, go on. Go and pour out all your sorrows to her instead of me.

I don't need to hear them 'cos I.don't.care.

& I get a feeling that some things will not go as planned.

2010-03-26T20:46:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISHA LOVE <3

I wished you already but nevermind, putting in my blog is an honour.

So, who's Nazerunnisha Bte Muhd Rafi to me?

Well, she's my very very best friend who always stick to me through thick and thin.

She never fails to make me smile. Well, sometimes only :) Haha.

Even though some people don't really like her.

I'm not naming anyone, don't worry.

And although I used to don't like her last time. Haha.

(I think I was angry about something she did. Can't remember)

Anyways, the point is, I love her.

She's lazy in the past but hey, look at her now.

she's excelling in her studies.

She's a great girl. Continue to do well kays Nish :)

To me, you'll always be the small head Kaboom girl who has a very big and wide smile.

Make sure that you'll smile whenever I see you ummkays?

And I'll love you always girl <3

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY EZZATI.

Don't run around like a lunatic la girl.

Hahaha. Somemore your bestie is a banana.

Hahaha. LOL. Anna banana. Ezzoti naughty.

LOL. Have a great day ahead yeahs :)

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SHANXIAN.

LOL, continue to be a good prefect.

I'll love you always :)

Anw, had an awesome day today,

but except that Danish tripped me just now.

And I fell into Yus's arms -.- WTH.

Danish kept denying that he was the one who put out his leg.

Irritating ass. Haha. He's so evil to me.

Then Chun still can laugh at me.

Chun: If you want to hug Yus, then don't need to act like you fall one. Just go and hug him.

Me: *gives the WTF face*

Then I just whatever them and walked off.

But turned back when the guys called for me.

Chun: Eh, btw, who's your boyfriend ah?

Me: Oh, from another school la.

Chun: Oh. Then if from another school, I don't want to know.

Me: *stunned at his sudden question and walks off*

Haha, weird weird. I don't have a bf yet la Chun.

LOL, the word 'yet'. *winkwink*

Then went for CCA and took pics of me and Nish.

Oh and plus that headless puppet the ex seniors made.

Haha, Rubz is seriously horny-ish today.

Tsk tsk tsk. Rubah rubah. Haha :)

After CCA, went with my lovely minah RAPE bestie, Maira to bb shop.

Haha. Minah rape. Today, she seriously look like an extreme minah rep and oh, and also a minah tudung when she wore that tudung for fun. Haha.

She's pretty. Everyone said so. Well, when she asked that question.

Maira: Anyone who thinks I'm ugly.

Everyone: *silence*

Haha, happy ah tu. Ish, tak tahu malu betul. Haha.

Then we bought bb tea and walked to the bus stop.

She saw someone then she shy shy.

Haha, should have went and take the bus with her.

I forgot that I need to top up my ezlink card.

Oh, I bought a new one ard :)

If I remembered, I could teman her right.

Ish. Haha.

Just ended the call with DD.

I think his mum asked him to put down.

And at the same time, my mum asked me to put down.

Haha, same same.

Going out to Lot tomorrow with Vanessa darling.

And oh, need to sms Nish to come along.

And if DD is free, he'll come and meet me.

That's what he said before putting down the phone.

Aww. Haha -.-

2010-03-21T09:49:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's reopening of school,

Excited much?

Yesterday was really sad but in the end it was ohkay.

Nish lost her new phone yesterday.

It was just a few minutes and POOF! It's gone :(

If it's really 'her' who took it, I swear...

that I'm going to bongkar everything and shout at the mf.

Was supposed to do our hist essays and then lepak.

But things turned out differently, well at first.

But after we report to the police station,

we of course lepak. 'Cos Nish didn't want to go back home yet.

So, we lepak-ed at Blk 166 or was it 116. LOL.

Then nice Jacky came and lend us money,

or was it treat us? LOL, i can't remember.

We bought waffle nomiyaki and 1 bb tea.

We ate like as if we never eat before.

Haha, hungry sia. Of course ah eat like pig.

Then after that, we went to Blk 134 to lepak again.

Saw Sanjiven. He just got back from JB.

But he left again. Got soccer match.

(LOL, I typed MATHS instead of MATCH just now)

Then after lepak and camwhoring,

we went back home.

Weird things yesterday.

I saw the same few ppl whom I saw the last two days,

when I lepak-ed with DD.

Haha.

& Nish, I pray for you that that MF will return the phone to you :)

*prayshard*

Well, as for today.

Going to do my History essays later.

And maybe use the lappy for while.

Nyeheh :)

Oh and not forgetting.

Jengjengjeng...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQ GUMPASTE :)

Dah old seh orang tu. Haha.

Thanks for like everything that you've done for me dude :)

Really appreciate it a lot.

I don't really have the money to buy your present.

But it's the heart that counts kan kan kan :D

Love you kawan.

And lol, not forgetting someone also.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY N'S BOYF :)

I never talk to you alone before.

But I think you're hot (LOL).

Haha. Have a great day ahead Sun.

P.S I miss you too.

2010-03-19T20:24:00.002+08:00

And I wanna fall in love with you again,

& I don't need to try. It's so easy who needs to pretend.

So, just now went to school for Maths.

Wonderful Mdm Chin let us off after 10am.

Aww, thanksss. LOL.

Only some of us know the reason why.

*keningnaik* Nyeheheheh.

Then went to lepak with WengKiat,Danish,Rubz,Jenn,Macalino,Yus & Nicklaus.

Went to MacD and ate hotcakes. Yumm ^^

Then Jen and Rubz had to go off for Geog thingy.

And Indah, Yus and AnJiang had to go to East Coast for outing.

So, left with me, Feli, JingTing, WEngKiat, Danish, Nicklaus and Macalino.

Went to CC there and lepak.

They played cards while some...you know. Satisfy their crave.

Then Feli and JingTing had to go off.

Left with me and Cheryl to just sit down and watch the guys play basketball.

Tsk, very boring. There was an awkward silence between us.

Sorry babe. Got too many problems in my mind. Haha.

I'm not that quiet in real life :)

Then, WengKiat, Danish, Cheryl and me went to MacD again -.-

Played cards again and dare.

I had to ask for Macalino's number. Paiseh.

Cheryl had to do smth to Hanny.

And *laughs* Cheryl suddenly crouch on the floor and laughed.

LOL, weird Cheryl Ong. Hahahah.

After that blah blah blah, Cheryl had to go off.

So, leave me with Danish and WengKiat.

Bing, Haikal and Shafiq joined.

But then later WengKiat and Danish wanted to go to 7-eleven,

and I had to meet up with DD aka Danial.

So, meet up with DD at blk 134 and lepak with him.

Tsk, my dream did really come true.

Well, not the part that he gave me Marlboro. Haha.

Then lepak until don't know what time.

Oh and Sham messaged me.

Again, we fought.

Whoah and this time he said he's going to delete my number for real.

Do I care? Nope. To hell with him. (That's what he said to me man)

Then DD sent me to the busstop to wait for my bus.

Then my bus came but oh shit...my ezlink card wasn't with me.

I was like damn fucking pissed and tried to remember where I put it.

DD slapped me lightly. Well, to make me wake up. LOL.

He thought that maybe I didn't check properly in my pocket -.-

So, again (whoah, damn long post) went to MacD to check.

The cashiers said that they didn't see any card there.

Then messaged WengKiat and Danish. Both don't know.

Damn damn damn damn.

Then borrowed 55cents from DD and went back home.

On the way home, I suddenly remembered.

I might have left my card at this phone booth at TeckWhye.

Damn, damn stupid ah me. Tsk.

But too late. Called Feeq but he couldn't help me.

Then called Benedict. He rushed to that phone booth,

but didn't found my card. Someone might have taken it.

Ish, so unlucky sial. Then Benedict offered to help me buy new card.

Aww, that's nice. Going to make new card tomorrow with him, hopefully.

I didn't tell my parents. I'll die if I do so. Tsk.

Today = Unlucky day.

Nice at first but unlucky in the end.

Argh.

2010-03-18T19:50:00.002+08:00

Why would you end this dream,

Don't wanna wake up just yet.

Today was quite ohkay.

Met up with Indah in the morning and went to sch together.

Only a few people turned up for Chemistry and Maths.

& Mdm Asmahan was like all "Astaghfirullah" at me.

Haha. I'm a dumb ass in Chemistry practicals.

Instead of 'solid' I write 'solution' even though she told me already.

I know. Astaghfirullah. Haha -.-

During Maths, Mdm Chin taught us how to use the calculator.

Not that we don't know how to use it.

She taught us how to use it to find the mean and median.

I still don't know how to do it -.-

Then during biology lesson...

1 word. WHOAH! Haha.

The guys couldn't stop fidgeting eh. Nyeheheh.

They were too excited, I guess.

Teacher showed us this video about the human body.

It's NOT porn. It's life science, education of whatever it is called.

Won't describe it. Too gross to think about it, let type about it.

The woman jugs are huge. Ew.

Then then then, went to TeckWhye market with Indah.

Top-up my pp8. Dad says he'll only top up on Monday. Tsk.

4 more days. Must sabar. Must wait. Haha.

Dd messaged me. Kind of sweet.

He didn't ignore me, unlike those OTHER people,

whom I did not do anything wrong towards them,

Must be a conspiracy.

I noticed that most of my dreams do come true.

Well, I dreamed about someone doing something to me.

Then that someone really did.

It's a sad thing for me.

Not all happy dreams do come true for me.

Mostly, it's sad dreams :(

But life has to move on.

Oh, and I dreamt that Dd gave me Marlboro cigarette.

Haha, that ain't going to happen,

'cos he doesn't buy that brand. LOL.

Looking (not) to tomorrow.

Tomorrow's slot is only for Mathematics.

All hail the great Mdm Chin.

Can't wait to see her and learn probability. Whooh! -.-

Your smile puts the city lights in shame <3

2010-03-17T16:04:00.002+08:00

Life is so empty without you,

and without you there is no me.

I love you.

You love me.

We are one big family.

With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you.

Won't you say you love me too?

~~DD. You answered that question.~~

~~But me and you, say it with a different meaning.~~

~~I love you as a friend but sadly, you want more.~~

~~Why are people so greedy?~~

I don't like having a mix of feelings.

Sad, happy, frustrated, irritated, angry, down and confused.

S A F D M. 5 people who are responsible for these feelings.

Can't you people just stop and think about my feelings?

All you guys think is yourself. You, you and you.

What about me? How do I feel? Didn't you think about that?

2010-03-13T09:41:00.002+08:00

I don't want to anymore,

'cos whatever you say is the same as what others say.

I don't want to open my heart to someone again.

I don't want to listen to your promises.

I don't want to cry anymore.

I don't want to sleep at night crying.

I don't want to try to trust anyone.

I don't want to let you have my heart.

Lastly, don't love me if you can't.

D made me cry last night.

Looking at his messages and looking at my sis.

I felt a tinge of jealousy. She's really lucky.

She got good results and a nice loving bf.

People say I'm much more better than her.

I got more guys liking me. What shit.

So what? None of them really love me what.

It's always the same old same old things.

There's three types of guys.

One,

They spend time with me, laugh with me, make me happy, make me laugh, tell me they like me.

Thought that maybe I should open my heart. That maybe this will work.

That maybe I won't get hurt again. Then BAM! there's silence between us.

We never contact each other again, for don't know what reason. Busy maybe?

Then they just left me, leaving me crying in my bed at night.

Two,

They talk to me on the phone, make me laugh even though they're not by my side.

They tell me they love me. They want to make me theirs. I thought, "What bullshit".

They tell me they'll have no reason to live without me. Again I thought, "What bullshit".

Yes, I do like them. But do they really love me? They replied, "What bullshit. I really do".

They'll carry on being with me. But I don't know how long they'll wait.

If I ask them if they could wait, they replied, "I'm not sure".

What bullshit.

Three.

Like the first and second, they say they like/love me.

But suddenly, they start to argue with me.

It's not my fault that I doubt their feelings right.

Those who are close to me know how I feel. (Hopefully)

They shout at me. They tell me that they really love me.

They scolded me. They tell me that I don't appreciate them.

They say, "Fine, nice knowing you. Bye and take care".

Seriously, I don't get it.

SOME people say that I'ma flirt.

Yea, whatever. Yes, I'm a flirt. Oooh, yes.

Just because of one fcking person, you narrow-minded people change your impression of me.

What bullshit, seriously.

I don't go around and flirt with guys.

Yes, I know a lot of guys. Yes, I talk to all of them.

Yes, I'm close to them. Yes, I like their company.

Yes, I like going out with them 'cos they're so nice.

But no, I don't flirt with them.

No, I don't give them false hopes.

No, I don't ditch my girl friends for them.

No, I don't go out with them just to show off.

I just hate narrow-minded people.

It's up to you if you still want to think bad stuffs about me.

I simply do not care about it.

'Cos you're just plain bitches and sluts who have no life.

Oh, and just in case,

if anyone, yes you, is reading my blog now.

And you just don't like my post, don't go tag on my board and call me a bitch or a slut,

or comment anything bad about me.

And if you still don't want to listen, and still want to comment,

Please put your name. Thank you.

Don't be a penakut and nak step besar ohkay.

Thanks.

2010-03-12T15:49:00.003+08:00

Am quite happy now,

Hope it lasts more than a few days.

Quite a lot of things happen...

Yesterday, Thursday 11 March 2010

Was sick and didn't attend school. (Not pon ohkay)

Then went to CCK park to eat at the restaurant there.

Uncles are irritating. Haha. Kept making fun of me.

Then Amin still can laugh at this...

"Eh, Amin tahu tak? Sblom Amin datang kan, Wani gy plan seating kitaorang taw. Dier plan untuk Amin dudu kat bawah meja. Jahat kan dier? Ish ish ish"

Haha, wth. Stupid.

Anw, will upload the pics later, hopefully.

Then went back home and wondering why noone sms me.

Actually Indah got message me but I didn't receive it.

I could only receive smses from people who I message.

The only ppl who msged me are, Rubz, Leslie and my dad.

Haiz. I think my phone something wrong.

Today, Friday 12 March 2010

Saw someone early in the morning.

As usual, he's ignoring me.

What did I do sia? Crazy.

Stare somemore la. Tsk.

Got back my results today.

Passed everything. Alhamdullilah :)

But I got all like Cs except for my combined humans which I got B3.

Unbelievable. Even for art I got C5.

Must be Mr Low. Give me so low marks. Tsk.

Going to kill him when I see him :(

Then before going out of school,

got ambulance came. Poor I-don't-know-how-to-spell-his-name :(

Got hole in his heart. Ouch. Hope he gets better soon :)

Then went to FunHut and bought chicken nomiyaki and bubble tea.

Went to the CC rooftop and ate there with Rubz.

Saw a bird. Then it WOOSH! WOOSH! here and there.

I was scared that it'll peck me with its beak,

so I screamed and ran away. Haha.

Then blahblahblah, walked to the busstop.

Saw someone taking the 985 bus.

Stared at me somemore. WTF ah.

What did I do, seriously.

Tsk. Was it because I didn't sit with you?

If that's the reason, then WTH la.

You're childish. Ish.

But anyways, forget all about the bad stuffs,

I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS.

Be proud of me please please please :)

Haha, my dad's irritated with me 'cos I got like Cs.

But he became ohkay after I massaged his leg -.-

As for my Mum, she's quite proud of me (FINALLY!).

Yea, I'm happy.

Mirul & Elmi are proud of me :D

Thankyou pakcik mirul. Haha.

Sayang korang. Haha.

2010-03-11T10:03:00.003+08:00

Am sick because of the rain,

Am not liking it because I have a red nose now.

Looking at my red nose in the mirror,

I kept singing Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer song -.-

Tsk, my sis laughed when I told her that. Ish.

For three day I'm sick. Yea, I didn't show it until yesterday.

Yesterday was worse. I kept HACOOM!-ing all the time.

Now having slight fever, cough and flu :( Sedih.

Thanks T.Rubahshiree for messaging me and telling me to get better soon,

Aww, love ya. But I think the reason why you sent that is because...

If I don't come to sch on Fri, you'll have noone to sit with. LOL, joking.

Well, going to do my english comprehension later after breakfast.

Then after maghrib, going to cck park.

It's been a long time since I went there.

Memories...bad memories, which make me feel like puking at this instant.

Seriously.

And *drum rolls* today's my parents' and uncle & aunty's wedding anniversary.

20 years of marriage :)

Ohkay, that's all I guess, for today.

Going to rest now.

My RED NOSE is being super childish.

And she, (yes, my nose is a she) keeps asking me to go lie onto the bed.

And oh, my parents bought SANTAU dvd.

Nyehehe, watched it again and again. Syiok.

2010-03-10T15:56:00.003+08:00

Today was supposed to be Sports Day,But due to the rain, it was postponed to don't-know-when.
Wake up really early in the morning.Got stuck in the middle of I-don't-know-where,and suddenly it rained heavily and I got a message,saying that Sports Day was cancelled for today.Was cursing and spewing vulgarities.
Then went back to cck.Thought of pon-ing sch or going back home.But hema told me that attendance was taken and those who did not turn up for sch, their absent is counted as truancy.Of course ah I scared. (Well, actually Rubz wanted to go back. LOL).So, we all went back to school.The security guard asked us to write down our names,and why we were late for school.My reason?"Stuck in the middle of clementi"
Rubz thought it was funny.LOL, really what. We're stuck there.The bus kept going past us without stopping.It's not our fault right :) Haha.
Then went back class.Azri was being irritating. Haha.Then maths, got back our test papers and had to do corrections.Oh and you know what? I PASSED MATHS :) like finally.Anw, blahblahblah, was boring.Then chem, again, boring.
But I think all we did at school was to take pics.Haha, cam-whoring period. Nyehehe.Then art went to Computer Lab.
At 12.30pm, went to Void Deck and got our....FREE MACD BURGERS :D Haha.
After that, went to LotOne.Was supposed to meet Dandan, but he couldn't come.Then ate at Food Junction. Bad memories...felt like puking.Walked around, camwhored and bus-ed back home.
And I don't know what's some people's problems are.They keep staring like nobody's business.Weird weird people. I caught a few malay girls staring at me.And this malay makcik staring at me in the bus.-.- What the hell did I do?
Anw, today = boring ('cos no Sports day) but quite fun in the end<3

2010-03-06T15:17:00.002+08:00

Holla people,

Ohkay, I'm bored.

Went to LotOne library just now.

And met fir. Talked for a few minutes,

then I wanted to borrow books,

turned around and POOF! He was nowhere -.-

He had to go, got some matters to handle.

Poor guy whoever he is, who kene rembat.

Tsk.

Then was supposed to meet another friend,

but nevermind, no mood ard.

So, went back home after buying double cheeseburger.

Walked back home. Saw Ariff at the opposite busstop,

but I didn't wave at him. Too lazy. Haha,

and I doubt he'll wave back, that asshole.

Lied to me about something. Tsk.

And I don't get some people.

There are two types of people, whom I find annoying.

First, we can talk like there's no tomorrow,

but suddenly, BAM! Silence. Then, no more in contact.

The other type, loves to message and talk.

When angry, start to scold like there's no tomorrow.

But loves to call me all those lovey mushy stuffs.

Seriously weird. I just don't get some people you know.

Anw, I'M GOING TO THE PLAY :D

Can't wait. I think it'll be the first time I'll be watching a play.

Yesssssssssssss, thanks Mum. Love ya.

And this coming Wednesday is SPORTS DAY.

Great, yeah, whatever. Just looking forward to after that.

Maybe going out with friends or just lepak-ing. See first.

Oh, and I want to watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND :)

Nyeheheh, it's out in cinemas already.

Must go watch it.

2010-03-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

I don't know why some people say that he isn't hot.

But who cares. I love him (LOL).

There's a hotter picture of him but it's too big.

CLICK HERE TO SEE A HOTTER PIC OF HIM <3

http://cdn.picapp.com/ftp/Images/f/6/3/3/JLS__Marvin_86c6.jpg

Maybe to you guys, he's not that hot but whatevsssss.

If don't like, then I can have him all to myself :D

And his voice (plus the rest of JLS) is super nice.

I keep listening to their songs over and over again :)

Anyways, CCA was...ohakay just now except that,

I get this feeling like, "Who's the student director here? Me or them?"

I mean, I'm grateful that they're giving ideas and all that,

but just give me a chance to direct please.

And I kind of get 'scolded' by Rozie for not standing up for myself and doing my role as an SD.

Haiz. Stress. Felt like just zipping their effing mouth up. No offence.

And today is like seriously a shitty day.

In the morning, got scolded my MT teacher.

She asked me to stand up for the whole lesson -.-

Me and Afif were the only ones standing up. Damn.

And maybe I know who the hell called me.

You watch out. If it's really you, you better prepare.

I may make your life hell, seriously.

Let me make this clear.

I hate people who call me but don't want to tell me who they are.

That's just the most ridiculous and stupid thing that people can do.

2010-03-04T19:42:00.007+08:00

MY NEW LOVE <3
Purple shirt guy without the cap, love you.

2010-02-28T10:16:00.003+08:00

You, whoever you are.

I don't know who the hell give you my number,

but just fcuking stop calling me.

I don't know if both of you are the same person,

but whatever.

You drunkard piece of shit.

Maybe...maybe I know who you are.

You die if it's really you, S.

And you annoying asshole.

Stop repeating my questions.

You call again, I swear I'm going to scream at you.

2010-02-27T15:33:00.003+08:00

There's no more tears to cry,

It's just you and I, forever (yeah)

Today is...interesting.

-met up with Rubz and Indah.

-saw Jen at the interchange

-went to JE interchange and these 2 guys keep staring at me and Indah -.-

-walked to science centre and 3 ITE guys kept following us (STALKERS!!!)

-meet up with the rest of the bio people

-Zaki tsk-ing at me when he thought I had no money -.-

-Ate a free hashbrown from Ms Ellen Tan :)

-Tour around the Body World exhibition

-Walked around Science Centre and camwhoring

-Bought green lemon drink and it tastes really sour

-Mrt-ed to Jurong Point

-Ate Ban Mian at Banquet

-Buy bubble tea at sweeties

-try to find this cute shop but faillllll

-mrt-ed back to CCK

-receiving miss calls from Danial (what's his freaking prob??)

-Walk around LotOne with Indah and Rubz

-Saw Crystal junior

-Tried to find people to lepak with but fail

-Leslie asked me to wait until he finish eating but I was too lazy

-saw Hakeem and syahied but I don't think they saw me

-Bus-ed back home and saw Agnes

-bored

Yup, that sums up the whole day, so far.

Now, waiting for my Dad to come back home.

So that me and him can go to my cousin's wedding :)

I still got time before he comes back at 5pm.

Want to lepak somewhere. Haiz.

Everyone's busy. Tsk.

Now talking to Danialllll on the phone.

He talks more on the phone than in sms -.-

LOL.

2010-02-26T21:45:00.002+08:00

You only get one shot so make it count,

You might never get this moment again.

JLS (Y) Haha, I love their songs.

Currently obsessed with them.

Keep you & One shot <3

Anyways, yesterday was quite fun, compared to Wed.

Got sick on Wed and had to go home by myself -.-

Tsk, lucky Ms Low helped me :)

Then yesterday had to stay back for art.

I failed art (dieee) but I managed to change the marks.

Had to pain a face of a Sudan girl.

Damn susah to the max la. Tsk.

I kept calling for Mr Low. LOL.

Then after that waited for the bus with Indah.

Saw Uncle Black aka Ariff.

Then bus-ed back home with him plus GuanKi.

Ariff damn bad ah. Keep pulling my hair. Asshole.

And Mdm Chin was inside the bus too (!!!!!!)

Then got down. I jokingly asked Ariff to send me back home.

He did but we ended up walking 3 big rounds around my house there.

Then we decided to lepak around my house there. LOL.

Lepak until 8.45pm sia. Tsk, but it's fun.

Long time never lepak with someone. Haha.

I know lots of stuffs now!~ lol.

Then today wasn't tiring at all.

Maybe because Mdm Fazilah didn't come.

And oh! During english, Mr Naraen showed us this movie.

R21. Damn scary ah. Got a lot of beatings and blood.

I'll never ever hook up or get married to someone who is as violent as that character in the movie.

I know Leslie like the ending. LOL.

Then soccer got WATER SOCCER. Wahlao, unfair ah.

I think I went over like 3 times to watch them play. Haha.

Damn nice ah. Makes you feel like you just want to jump inside.

Nish kept being tempted. LOL.

Then after CCA ended, me, Siti and Mirah went eat.

Blahblahblah and lepak.

Then bus-ed back home.

Thought of lepak-ing until night but then noone to lepak with.

Haha, go back home also nothing to do. So boring.

Tomorrow going Science Centre! BODY WORLD. HAHA.

Tomorrow's also my cousin's wedding.

But I'm going with my father and he only comes back home at 5pm.

So, I can stay outside until 5pm. Nyehehe.

Who wants go out with me? :D

Text me babe :) Don't call. No pp8. Haha.

And gosh, to those ppl who added me in MSN.

If you're open minded, fuck off.

I don't want to talk about private matters and horny stuffs with all of you.

Disgusting and gross.

And I seriously have no idea how you get my MSN.